month of may.

Today is May 9. is a normal day for most people but it isn't for me.
Today is mummy's brithday.
Today is also the day apple and i promised not to leave each other life but i guess this promise can never be fulfilled again. happiness and sadness filled my day. im feeling very troubled recently but no one here seems to understand or care. back in singapore, i still got friends who really care when im down and also my church leaders. went for run in the morning and felt the pain on my chest near my heart. God please bless me and heal me. Ariel's boyfriend is back and i guess we can't go any further but i still want to thank her for the time we spend together although it was very short. well, a emo month for me.