Goodbye My Friend.

Just receive a news that my friend had passed away. I suddenly felt the sadness and imagine how his family will react. losing a son, a brother or a friend. I guess this is his first time staying oversea and his last. having a mindset like everyone of us, waiting for the day to fly back to the place where we belong and ORD but now he just left us without even letting us see him for the last time. although I'm not very close to him but i know he's a good guy with a Gold Heart and he has a bright future waiting for him. I just hope i will see him in heaven when my time is up. life is that fragile.

month of may.

Today is May 9. is a normal day for most people but it isn't for me.
Today is mummy's brithday.
Today is also the day apple and i promised not to leave each other life but i guess this promise can never be fulfilled again. happiness and sadness filled my day. im feeling very troubled recently but no one here seems to understand or care. back in singapore, i still got friends who really care when im down and also my church leaders. went for run in the morning and felt the pain on my chest near my heart. God please bless me and heal me. Ariel's boyfriend is back and i guess we can't go any further but i still want to thank her for the time we spend together although it was very short. well, a emo month for me.